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It was 8:09 AM in the morning.



I am slowly realizing that maybe college isn't such a great thing. Because now I am sick.

Well, I probably either studied too much, or simply just stayed up too late. But hey, no parents here, so I tend to do whatever they didn't let me do in the past. Now I know why they wouldn't let me do them, just so I don't get sick. It's weird that when you are being controlled by some force, people just have to fight it, therefore, never truly understood why they were forced to not do certain things. Here I am, typing into this blog, sick, thinking how I am going to pass that stupid damn calculus final, and learning that no one is here to baby me anymore.



It's funny, I know that I am running a fever, yet, I do not know my own body temperature. Usually your parents come running to you and try to stick a thermometer into your mouth, but I guess this time I am really on my own.



Now I really miss home.

Byul

I rewrote the lyrics in Chinese. Just thought I'd do it for fun.

當我穿過滿天的星雲
走過那片閃閃發光的回憶
一點一點
一滴一滴
數著天上的朵雲
而當我突然想起
你就是唯一
淚水已不停在淌落
我已無法前進

就算無法逃避
沒有了你以後的我
空蕩的徘徊在我腦海
每個夜晚
每個你的笑容
每個夜的夢

就算無法逃避
你已漸漸模糊的臉
我已空蕩的我的心

在每個這樣的夜晚裡
我還是會想你